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::birthday dance::
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1 John 3:20 "...For God is greater than our hearts, and he knows everything."
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so long sweet summer,
i stumbled upon you and gratefully basked in your rays.
i fell into you,
and now you're gracefully falling away.
(it's cold where you're going
i hope that your heart's always warm)
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 an update? (i know, can you believe it?)
i'm going to pretend like i write in this thing every day because i'm not about to give a recap of everything that's been going on. so don't even ask. don't. even. ::threatening stare::
did anyone else notice that last night was absolutely beautiful? i'm definitely going back up in nate's convertible again. talking until midnight there with him and jenae was amazing. and so was standing in it while he drove us around the neighborhood. and singing in it. and dancing in it. at midnight. the only thing that would've made it better would've been to hear b-a-n-a-n-a-s. (oranges works. but not apples. trust me.) i laughed so much yesterday. i love those two.
anyway yes. these last couple of days have been pretty much perfect. God never ceases to amaze me. i'm so undeserving of his mercy. i can't even begin to explain. i only wish it wouldn't have taken me so long to come around. but such are the downsides of being human. we trade in the wonderful for the mediocre and unfulfilling. it feels like i don't remember ever being this tired before now my eyes were closed to all of the beauty in this world.
i am so blessed. 
.love to you all. | 
